Run away while you can.
Stop reading after the line of gibberish.

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Hello you.
This is jamie.
I was wondering why.
You feel alone when you're surrounded by many.
You feel sad even though you're smiling.
You're so tired yet you cant fall asleep.
You're speaking but not communicating.
You're a joker because you're afraid of being serious.
You wait when you know that whatever you want will never come.
You run straight into the fire like an idiot because you think behind that something good's waiting for you.
You're wrong.
You're looking but not seeing.
You're hearing but not listening.
You're supposed to love something you really hate.

You're supposed to hate something you really love.