i'm tired.
not physically, but mentally.
i don't know what i should do.
it's confusing.
nothing works out the way it's supposed to be.
it's an abyss.
endless.
one bad thing leads to another.
i'm tired.
but it doesn't matter anyway.
i've got nothing to lose. right.

there's no point.
i need something to cling on to.
something that balances my irrationallity out.
so that i won't go ballistic.
life is a test for everyone to fail.