Gasping for vast amounts of rescue, shrieking silently and relentlessly in desperation. a surge of helplessness engulfs ones soul,leaving one, drowning in a pool of misery, till the last straw, bit by bit, little voices in ones head convince one to give up, strained muscles relax, eye lids, heavy, mind, caught in a whirlwind of emotions...one released his hold on life, dying, a loner.

just cant seem to think through whatever goes out of my mouth. its the gene that runs through the family.