This post is random. no. not VERY random. like i burst into another topic after one sentence.
But varied-topics kind of random.

my results suck i tell you. BIG time.
super sucky. worse than the previous CA.
what.is.up.with.this.school.MAN?!?!?!?
i can so tell them how to solve the increasing rate of pupils failing their exams.
STOP GIVING THEM SO FREQUENTLY.its so common we dont even care anymore. -__-

ah well.

my results suck.
i am feeling OH-SO emo. T^T.
i am in this sucky school already. and i am having sucky results. WTF.
-__-

havent told stupid ass about my failed marks.
FUCK. i failed T^T

REMEDIAL DAMNIT.
i am not free woman.
crap... and now i have to pon trng to go to some stupid swimming program.

I DONT WANNA SWIM, CAN LET ME DROWN?
one of my manymanyMANY husbands will save me anyway. :D HAHA. no need to learn it at all. :D

maybe gonna go london this june :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

DUTCH PANCAKES.... HAHAHAHHAHAHA.
urgh. no mood to spazz over food even. damn marks.

okay... the best thing you can do to comfort me is send me overseas NOW. :D.

grrr.....
i feeeeeeel sick :D
geeez. still got the stupid d&t thingy to do..
my msn dp * this little girl wearing some oversized shirt and tie pointing a gun in front* suits me.
and to make things better my sis is listening to EMO songs. WELL. not really emo luh.
i think its emo?
okay...
last period was music. watched parts of HSM. it still sucks no matter how much you convince me.

hmmmmmmmm.
i wanted to post the blackmail video. but i guess the mood isnt just right. i guess i am not going to be alright or happy for a long time now. i guess i have to really excel for geography. i guess i have to take things in my stride. for now.





my homewear is all hyoma now. :/
lol. or OP. or paul frank.
i have no idea why i am saying all these.

i'll hold up.


OH. after school today went to eat meepok with rachel, sam and jodie. lol. and rachel is BARLEY-NUTS. haha.
hmm. took mrt to boon keng. i actually rejected a brownie at dhoby ghaut*sp* station.

i just realised its FRICKING EARLY. and yet i feel so tired. :/


i am gonna emo at the end of this post man...............
-__-


i just dont wanna be myself anymore. life just isnt the way i want it to be. its screwed. its all screwed. once again they get to look at me with their beady biased eyes. once again i get judged. i am just not enough for you huh?i am just not as perfect as her.

its my own standard. i dont want it to be this low. yes. i hunger for more. its greed. it thrives within myself. i want it. but i am not working for it. what exactly do i want. i want out. i dont want this anymore. this sounds all so farmillar doesnt it? you probably saw it in some cliche emo message. i am just not satisfied. i can hold up. i just dont know for how long more. its coming. the end of my limit. soon.