HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MY BLOG IS SO DEAD!!!!!
i feel so zibei...i will feel even more zi bei when no one responds.....argh....
now i am feeling emo....temporarily....for now...
I HATE MY NEW GROUP....IT JUST ISN'T WHAT IT'S SUPPOSED TO BE...
I HATE MY TIMETABLE....WE DINT HAVE PE TODAY...
AND WE ARE GOING TO HAVE THIS LONG SHOT OF BORING LESSONS....
I HATE WHERE I AM SITTING...NEITHER THE FRONT NOR THE BACK...JUST...."KIAPED" IN THE MIDDLE.....
I HATE SCHOOL....
I HATE EVERYTHING
I HATE BEING SO EMO...BUT WHO CARES..I CAN'T CONTROL
I HATE MYSELF FOR LIKING JAE JOONG BUT I DON'T HATE JAE JOONG....
I HATE THIS YEAR...IT'S ENDLESS...I FEEL SO BROKEN DOWN....
THAT I THINK I WANNA BE BIODEGRADEBLE [MY SPELLING SUCKS SO WHTEVR]
i feel so sick of everything now....argh!!! i hate school...i hate schol work...i just wanna sleep..as in not commit suicide..but sleep at night kind of sleep......i hate my boring group...i can't stand cara any longer....i hate drama queens...not say drama queens...people who exaggerate.....especially so awfully...like....you know who i am talking about.....I JUST CANT STAND IT ANYMORE...I WANT MY OLD GROUP.....I NEED MY OLD GROUP....IT'S POSITION IN THE CLASS...[ where it is positioned ] THE PEOPLE IN IT!!!!!
I JUST FEEL SO BORED RIGHT NOW I THINK THAT CHINESE CLASS IS EVEN "FUNNER" THAN FORM CLASS.....WTH...I THOUGHT ALL THE CHNGES TEACH'S MADE WERE FOR THE GOOD....BUT IT IS ONLY FOR THE BAD NOW....I HATE THIS STUPID GROUP...JUST ONE MORE H WORD AND I MIGHT BE EMO FOR LIFE....
OKAY....
I HATE SCHOOL!!!!
I MIGHT BE EMO FOR LIFE...OR JUST THIS TERM..BUT....JUST THIS TERM IS ENOUGH TO FORCE ME TO INSANITY...I HATE MY NEW GROUP SO MUCH...EVEN IF I KILLED A MILLION DEMONS...THE ANGER IN ME WILL STILL STAY UNPACIFIED....
WHEN I HATE HOMEWORK...AT LEAST I DON'T HATE THE GROUP..BUT NOW???
I HATE BOTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I HATE MY GROUP
I HATE MY GROUP....
don't really care if good friends of cara read this but...dude...i can't stand it....don't know about you...but me..FINITO...HASTA LA VISTA FIRETRUCKS!!!!!!
my anger is fading bit by bit...if no one sees this i am so gnna kill myself.....
if i look back at thi one day...and feel i have wronged someone or something..i will apologized...but if not....save your anticipation waiting for me to say the S word...